Tuesday, July 24, 2007

I've got five dollars

You know that song, the standard? Everything I've got belongs to you? Love it.

But everything I've got is pretty much committed right now. Honestly, I try thinking of something to post and there is so much in my head I don't even know where to start.

At work I am trying to tie up loose ends, because we are leaving for Alaska in EIGHT DAYS PEOPLE! How in the world am I going to be ready for this trip?

At home I am shoveling snow while the blizzard continues and the messes multiply.

I am slowly, slowly reading Harry Potter - there is just not that much reading time but it keeps me sane!

I am trying mostly not to think about what happens after we get home (Z going back to S) because I don't have time to panic and cry.

I am marveling that G has said not a single word about all the things that have shown up at our house lately as I shop online to alleviate my stress. In fairness, they are work clothes and wedding presents and wedding clothes. It's not like I'm buying stuff we don't need.

I am chipping away at tasks like the post office and the dry cleaner and the tire shop. These sometimes overwhelm me.

I am frustrated that the DVD player is not working. What am I supposed to do with all these Netflix movies? And what will I watch while I fold laundry?

I am trying hard to take better care of me so I don't lose it completely.

2 comments:

SelosMini said...

You are doing well of keeping your sanity- at least, that's how it sounds from your writing. If you are like me, writing it down (or typing it, as the case may be) helps a lot. I hope you are doing better. Hang in there, Honey!

Lucy said...

The thinking about the planning and prep are always worse than the actual planning and prep. You seem like a girl who knows how to multitask a think or two. I betcha you're good to go in a week.