I haven't known what to post lately on this blog. Maybe it is because this blog is where I am usually tough and smart and strong (or where I emphasize those parts of myself), and I'm not feeling too much like any of those things. I am battling fear right now regarding our foster kids. It is a constant struggle to stay positive and productive. Mostly I am winning, but it takes everything I've got. So I haven't had much left for you, dear readers. Sorry about that.